Back to the real world..

Its school time, everything would be back to normal. No more endless time of chatting with friends and unlimited sleeping hours. Its work work again, where life really is, where things have to be taken seriously all the time. But after almost three years in teaching career I still don't know if i'm making any difference in my life and the life of other people, my students or my co-employees. Everything the same to me it seems. I don't know what it really means, but there is something in me that seeks another comfort. Another environment to start with something new, with another people and with a new life. Now i really understand how life can be very difficult.How I wish this would be easier than I imagine it to be.